This has been a Rambley McRamble brought to you by Ith's desperately addled brain cells.
A bit later:
So this is my punishment for procrastinating and fiddling around last night. Now this has turned into a much more involved long fic with journal entries alternating with flashbacks. Something totally different than I've ever tried writing.
If I'd just started writing when I finished dinner last night..! But oh no! [trudges away] God only knows what this will turn into before it's done.