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03 January 2016 @ 03:54 pm
That Star Wars Movie  
I've been wanting to post since I saw it, but wanted to be less emotional. Now it's been a few weeks, I'm giving it a try.

I am so angry!! I loved the movie, even with third generation of whiny Skywalker brat, and I'd gone in spoiler free, so felt totally sandbagged at what happened. They killed Han. I started to cry, and I didn't stop till the movie was over. I don't know where fandom hangs out these days, but all I heard from people was how awesome the movie was. Am I the only one who was/is upset? I remember how angry fandom was when they killed Richie, over 'Last Knight', so many other instances. I thought there'd be some reaction. Maybe I don't know where those places are, but I feel totally alone in this. I don't ever want to see the movie again, and I'm not sure I want to see the sequels. I wish Han hadn't even been in the movie if that was going to be the outcome. I was so excited, as I was watching, that this was the sequel I'd been waiting for for so many years. Boy, I feel stupid. If you loved the movie, that's fine, I just needed to vent. I've been bottling it up, and just had to finally let it out. Nin has a theory about Han not actually being dead, but I don't want to get my hopes up, because I, at this point, am coming to believe you can't go back. Star Wars was a huge part of my teenage/twenties, and I think that's all I get.

Yeah, not less emotional.

(I even did a private post testing the cut, so I didn't screw it up)

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digthewriter: Vader_Rainbowdigthewriter on January 4th, 2016 05:49 am (UTC)
butting in here to say that the most diappointing thing for me was that he was called Ben (Solo). Which I'm like... dude, Ben Skywalker, Luke and Mara's kid. But of course, there's no Mara Jade so that just is lame as lameness that is super lame.

Still... I was purely hoping he'd be called "Jacen!" when Han calls out his name and when he said "Ben!" I was like "are you fucking kidding me?"

Anyway... as someone who is a major SWEU / Expanded Universe / Legacy Books now... fan. It was a total slap in the face.

bugeyedmonsterbugeyedmonster on January 4th, 2016 10:40 pm (UTC)
I can't believe I forgot about Luke and Mara Jade.

Sigh. Someone never read the books..... (Meaning the Disney scriptwriters.)