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16 June 2014 @ 06:53 pm
Keeps Keeping On  
Took a bad fall Saturday, twisted my foot, smashed my knee up. I'll live. Hurts a lot though. In the end, it's just one more thing to deal with. Still catch myself seeing 'For Rent' signs and thinking 'that might work for Tammy'. Then I remember she's dead. I try not to cry if people are around. Pretty sure everyone's tired of me by now. Haven't written a word, and have absolutely no desire to write. There's just nothing there to put on the page. All I really want to do is sleep, but can't even manage that properly either. Pretty sure in the dictionary next to the word 'fail' is a picture of me.

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cincoflexcincoflex on June 17th, 2014 02:18 am (UTC)
Not 'fail' but 'hurting' perhaps. I empathize deeply sweetie. My own creativity is at a standstill and I haven't been motivated to do anything since mom and my uncle died.

That's okay. You are grieving several losses right now and you need to let your heart and emotions have the freedom to do so. So please let yourself rest, reflect and heal, all right?

And keep posting: we care about you out there.